Im back....

So we're back from our adventure in Switzerland. As I been telling everyone,

It was a truly grand experience. I felt every range of emotion over the last

6 months (3 of those months were actually living in Switzerland and the other

3 were back home in UT trying to adjust back to life) I saw things so beautiful

I thought I could cry, and felt so down at times that I did cry. I learned so much

about the world, my husband, and me. While on this adventure so many trials 

came my way that it has taken me months to learn how to cope and to feel like

 blogging again. The saying "Life happens when you are busy making

plans" couldn't be more perfect to explain my life right now. 

I had plans, oh so many plans, for my life. But now Im forced to make new 

ones. As hard as it has been to reconcile with the loss of those plans, and 

not regret my naive self of ten years ago for making those plans.... Im working

hard to just keep moving. As hard as things may get the worst possible place

for me to be in, is the waiting place. Waiting for my path to become clear, 

waiting to know what I should be doing, waiting for me to be happy. Although

there are many things I can't control and need to have patience with, I want to still

be progressing however I can, learning and growing. Just keeping busy so I won't look

back at my time right now and regret because I sat around and waited. Im trying

new things, cutting myself more slack (cause I don't need to carry around the weight 

of being so harsh on myself any longer), continuing to foster friendships, cutting other

people slack (because most of the time they aren't meaning to add to the hurt), 

and chase after dreams I had originally told myself wouldn't  fit into my perfect plan.

Cause there really isn't such a thing.

This blog was always something I was proud of, and something that reminded

me of all I was capable of doing. So Im setting out to continue working on it. 

So heres to "keeping moving forward". 

P.S. I took billions of pictures while in Europe which I hope to someday share

on this blog. Europe is so beautiful and it inspired me in so many ways. So 

don't worry if you don't see them for some time... cause I really do intend on 

sharing them.